crushed

trying to get things right, when nothing in your mind is ever right or good enough for you. you try to take a breather but can't seem to find any place to do it. you know you could just suck the air in you but still you don't do it. you're not even sure of wanting to breath anymore.

life is amazing, it's hard to take life and to love it but then it's also hard to push it away and be ignorant because that's just life. once you try to get away from it something will go wrong, and then you're reckless. trying to care but you actually don't, you laugh at yourself knowing there's nothing to laugh about. there's nothing!

life's an hourglass but still you moan. you don't see anything, you're blinded by unecessary thing. things you shouldn't care but you still care because that's just you, you care but you don't want to say any shit about it because nothing you say is ever good enough. nothing you ever thought of is good enough. it's never good enough. you're not right. i can never be right.

i dedicate this to anyone, don't to this to yourself. it's not worth it